I can't seem to overcome this certain "sickness" of mine...and of many too, I think. This "I have sooo many things to do and have so little time but I haven't accomplished anything yet even though I really tried doing them". Gawd! Whatever that is, however you call it, wherever it came from, I don't caaare! I'm just not liking the damn fact. Ugh! It's still my fault, I know, I KNOW. And whatever negative things I say right now, they'd be pointed back AT me. I KNOW. I just want to rant ok? LOL *sigh* Back to the topic, I believe that the reason for this is that I'm NOT interested in finishing it but I HAVE to because it's required. So what happens is that, I push and force myself to doing it anyway. That sucks. -_- And! One more thing: Laaazinessss. How will I ever handle this laziness of mine. What a sssloth T_T Now these all come down to one point of reality: I don't do well if I'm not interested at all.

Later. T__T